Grace and I went to Hollywood and Highland last night for something she wanted to do. It was a tourist's dream. I hadn't been there in the evening for sometime and it smelled like tourists, the lights were sparkling, a fountain dazzled, the clothes shops had amazing artsy clothes. I felt like a tourist and that I had traveled. Ask and it is given. We had a wonderful time. When we came home I took a bath in Epsom salts and the bubble bath from Hotel Les Vielles and it was wonderful. During the bath I remembered that all of my answers lie within me and I need to spend the time there including prayer and mediation.
I must stop chasing of my outside dreams My Smart Car, My home, Glastonbury and being thin and Know that everything is as it should be, I am a magnet Great Spirit is well aware of my dreams and what I want and now I take the time to Create, be in the MM teachings, create new thoughts and love, forgive (my criticisms, my perfectionism) and be in authentic joy.
The letting go is so hard but it's like trying to control another in a relationship. One can't make another want to date them, marry them or love them. Manipulation isn't the way to succeed in any area. I'm taking lots of actions to make my dreams come true and at the same time I must let go and the trusting is sooooo scary.
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