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Intimidated at first I decided not to blog again, it was a little frightening to be completely open and honest for all (okay my 2 followers) to see but that's the best way isn't it? To be completely real and honest is how I am present for myself and you. I am working with the Mary Magdalene teachings from Joan Clark and the main one for me this year is forgiveness and the many ways this reveals itself to me. Today was challenging in that I am being asked to forgive and have compassion for someone that I find difficult to be around. Most of the difficulty is from the fact that I too have the traits I don't care for in her and I had been in denial of this fact. So as always the forgiveness and compassion begin with me. I forgive myself for isolating, not trusting and being so afraid of the world that I overcompensate by being controlling and a bit angry. Oh sheesh- Nobody's perfect, I give myself and her a break. Love, forgiveness and compassion mmmm wonderful and I breathe.