Love Is All There Is

Loving myself by strengthening my connection with Great Spirit. When we do what we're supposed to be doing it all works out so well. How do we know what that is? By listening. Self referral and a connection with Great Spirit will always guide us in the direction that's best for us. It takes a lot of strength and courage to follow the directions. Risking the disapproval of others is another part of the equation, after listening then how do we say no to others and yes to ourselves? Ah, yes, the famous "Just Do It" slogan comes to mind. I've been doing it more and more and the quality of my life is improving. I have mush less stuff as I continue to de-clutter but I have a more solid base. Yesterday I read in Tracey McBride's book Frugal Luxuries that it's important to say no to ourselves and I loved that because the concept crystalized for me. To live in truth with oneself one must know how to say no like a loving parent. No to this means I can say yes to that and I'll have energy for the yeses that will be for my highest good. It's my birthday tomorrow and I'm thrilled, I love birthdays, especially mine. Thank You

It appears that I must do what I know is right. Yesterday, I became very angry and immature because the job I'm applying for this Tuesday isn't the dream job I thought it would be. And again I'm in the place of living my life the way I know is right.

Apparently I can't give myself this full freedom but I can give myself this birthday gift for one year.

Starting today I live life in the present.
I use the tools I have to live in love, pleasure and joy.

This is my life and I deserve it.

YIPEEE!!!!!!!

I feel better now, my man just gave me a kiss, after I spilled my feelings. In the upcoming week I have time to think, work and take actions. I'm flowing down stream again.

I'm so bleepin' angry.

Again- I'm here at the exact bleepin' place again. I go 'round and 'round and always end up here.

...so I was having a fabulous weekend and spectacular Sunday morning. I was experiencing many serendipitous occurrences and I was quite joyful and then I decided to research a little about the job that I'm applying for this Tuesday.

And It's not my magical, helpful big salaried job with my office and big desk. It's a lower paying under appreciated job. i still want it for a little part time money but again I'm shown that I must do the ding dong entrepreneurial thing. I must stop fighting my life, divine guidance and living less than. AAAACK

I'm so scared. I'm not sure exactly what it is but this week my daughter is in camp from 10-3 so I get some time to think and do. I'm looking forward to it as I do have some ideas of what it should feel like and I have all of the money group suggestions and notes so I'll keep on that.

If you would surround me in a rainbow and I think of me succeeding then I will receive that as fuel and use it for my nourishment.

I don't know if I can do this. Okay that's not true, I can, I will. First step first. I'm in the cauldron again a (freekin') gain.

I Grow Up Now