It appears that I must do what I know is right. Yesterday, I became very angry and immature because the job I'm applying for this Tuesday isn't the dream job I thought it would be. And again I'm in the place of living my life the way I know is right.

Apparently I can't give myself this full freedom but I can give myself this birthday gift for one year.

Starting today I live life in the present.
I use the tools I have to live in love, pleasure and joy.

This is my life and I deserve it.

YIPEEE!!!!!!!