consistently: constantly adhering to the same course

It has been awhile since I wrote a little something, that is why I chose the wrod consistently as my title. I will be writing consistently. If one doesn't write then they are not a writer but more of a dreamer. I have a lot of little actions I'm taking on a daily basis because my dreams will come true faster if I spend some minutes on things instead of no minutes. I'm keeping a journal of where I spend my time at the end of two weeks I tally it up and allocate time to the appropriate places, it sounds like a good idea, I hope it helps with the frivolous time spending.

Of course I'm also wanting to end frivolous money spending as well. Actually I spend a lot of money on food so I shall learn to become a better cook and spend my money in food luxury. I love those words luxury and luxurious and hope to have a life filled with them. I think it's a luxury to have the time to write these silly musings. I'm thinking of Jane Austen's vocabulary within her musings and know I aspire to have a much greater fluidity with vocabulary.

I have a mentor that speaks many languages. She's a poet and lives like one too as I continue with this prolific de-cluttering space emerges to live life poetically. May I be able to speak three languages and use them often. Thank You

Love Is All There Is

Loving myself by strengthening my connection with Great Spirit. When we do what we're supposed to be doing it all works out so well. How do we know what that is? By listening. Self referral and a connection with Great Spirit will always guide us in the direction that's best for us. It takes a lot of strength and courage to follow the directions. Risking the disapproval of others is another part of the equation, after listening then how do we say no to others and yes to ourselves? Ah, yes, the famous "Just Do It" slogan comes to mind. I've been doing it more and more and the quality of my life is improving. I have mush less stuff as I continue to de-clutter but I have a more solid base. Yesterday I read in Tracey McBride's book Frugal Luxuries that it's important to say no to ourselves and I loved that because the concept crystalized for me. To live in truth with oneself one must know how to say no like a loving parent. No to this means I can say yes to that and I'll have energy for the yeses that will be for my highest good. It's my birthday tomorrow and I'm thrilled, I love birthdays, especially mine. Thank You

It appears that I must do what I know is right. Yesterday, I became very angry and immature because the job I'm applying for this Tuesday isn't the dream job I thought it would be. And again I'm in the place of living my life the way I know is right.

Apparently I can't give myself this full freedom but I can give myself this birthday gift for one year.

Starting today I live life in the present.
I use the tools I have to live in love, pleasure and joy.

This is my life and I deserve it.

YIPEEE!!!!!!!

I feel better now, my man just gave me a kiss, after I spilled my feelings. In the upcoming week I have time to think, work and take actions. I'm flowing down stream again.

I'm so bleepin' angry.

Again- I'm here at the exact bleepin' place again. I go 'round and 'round and always end up here.

...so I was having a fabulous weekend and spectacular Sunday morning. I was experiencing many serendipitous occurrences and I was quite joyful and then I decided to research a little about the job that I'm applying for this Tuesday.

And It's not my magical, helpful big salaried job with my office and big desk. It's a lower paying under appreciated job. i still want it for a little part time money but again I'm shown that I must do the ding dong entrepreneurial thing. I must stop fighting my life, divine guidance and living less than. AAAACK

I'm so scared. I'm not sure exactly what it is but this week my daughter is in camp from 10-3 so I get some time to think and do. I'm looking forward to it as I do have some ideas of what it should feel like and I have all of the money group suggestions and notes so I'll keep on that.

If you would surround me in a rainbow and I think of me succeeding then I will receive that as fuel and use it for my nourishment.

I don't know if I can do this. Okay that's not true, I can, I will. First step first. I'm in the cauldron again a (freekin') gain.

I Grow Up Now

My friend asked me about my decluttering last night and what was the point. In responding and then sleeping on it I realized that this is the time of Lammas, the first pruning. What I'm am doing then is some pruning, honing in on what I don't what so that what I do want can flourish. It is deciding between the things I want and fine tuning it to what I really want.
When I awoke I also realized that I am to be gentle and patient with myself. I was frustrated because I didn't finish the decuttering in one day. hehehh

Wants: health, spirituality, slowness, presence, love, joy, creativity
Material Wants: a functional and beautiful home ( I think this one is being very helpful in this healing and transitional time) a beautiful and functional car, Grace's tuition paid, travel, and dates with my man, clothes and good toiletries and good food and the means to take care of us all. Honestly, I think it's all happening and I'm grateful and celebratory.

I will allow this in my life as well as for all the people of the planet. As I work toward this I assist others and we will all have our soul's needs and wants met.

MAY WE CELEBRATE THE INCARNATE, 3D PART OF OUR SELVES TODAY.

July 22 Mary Magdalene Day. May we celebrate our humanness, may we enjoy our bodies and the pleasures of the world. Today is a wonderful day to hug your kids and kiss your mate, eat chocolate covered strawberries and swim naked. May we create with Her as an expression of Great Spirit. Give thanks for your beautiful body living this marvelous experience of life.